Revolve Around Dee Dee ♥

Bit bit card,

2012-02-27T01:35:00.001+08:00

Means, dah tak boleh bawak kereta sebab kita belum lagi jadi student final year. So, say hello to Bit Bit Card. Nanti I ajar you naik bas pergi class ye.

No worries, I ada 3 Bit Bit Card. Will definitely give you one.

Not so big eyes with some big dreams,

2012-02-26T01:16:00.000+08:00

I am now 22 (Gad,decrepit) & truth to be told, I am so afraid of what future holds for me. I know, I shouldn’t expect everything to turn into my way and lay onto my road but just, I pray for my self-strength to encounter whats bugging my path.

I never wish it was a whole lot easier, I just pray I am a whole lot tougher.
Dear Almighty, please make me strong.

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

2012-02-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hajj, InsyaAllah.

Happened.

2012-02-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

One shouldn't dwell on the past, I keep reminding this to self due to what had happened. I've been consuming myself with so much What If's questions that I can't even answer. Too many possibilities, too many errors, too many things. Allah knows best , I had to put an urge to keep this very basic thing in my head.

"Originator (is He) of the heavens and the earth; and when He decrees a matter to be, He only says to it ' Be' and it is."
(Al Baqarah , 117)

Conscience, I decide I should not dwell on my past. I gave my best after all, I have struggled my battle so hard after all,I did my best. I really do. But not everyone thinks so. Why can't everyone be satisfy regarding this thing like I did ?

I have come to the point of hating myself and just want to lay in my bed and be sad.

Wake me up when someone finally cares.

Bla bla bla

2012-02-21T23:31:00.004+08:00

Tak berminat nak tahu result.

Takut nak mampu nak hadap.
Apalah dosa aku, tak pernah pulak aku buat salah..sampai tak dapat kolej :(

Bye. Nak sambung nangis dalam shower.

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

2012-02-20T17:38:00.001+08:00

Rasa nak post dalam bahasa kebangsaan yang rojak. Lalu, marilah.
Disebabkan diri ini feminist, dasar tidak akan menjatuhkan maruah kaum wanita yang awesome, lalu entry ini akan berbaur ketidak puasan hati terhadap kaum lelaki yang tak awesome . Lelaki yang tak awesome automatically akan jadi tak handsome. Geddit?

1) Spesies lelaki yang utamakan girlfriend dari parents. Ye, girlfriend kau memang boleh heret kau masuk syurga pun kan?
2) Spesies lelaki yang ada girlfriend memuja-muja boyfriend di setiap laman sesawang,siap blog how sweet their boyfriend is, tapi si boyfriend tanpa segan silu mengaku "Gua dah lama single bro,". Kalau kau artis, itu lain cerita.
3) Spesies lelaki yang pakai shades dalam mall. Melainkan kau sakit mata, alasan lain memang tak mampu nak terima.
4) Spesies lelaki yang cakap nak menang,konon nya kau lah hebat. Nama manjanya, gebang. Tapi ,yillek.
5) Spesies lelaki yang tak hormat orang tua. You sucks bro.

You no awesome, you no handsome.

Vowel,

2012-02-20T02:09:00.005+08:00

Tadi kat pasar malam beli apa?

Saya beli vokal I, untuk Love You.

Lawak tak? Meowmeow.

Rimas.

2012-02-19T16:30:00.007+08:00

**
Jujur,bosan bila you 24 jam kena text ,kena tau apa I buat,mana I pergi,

Rimas. Dah lah I ni jenis gelabah.

Susah nak buat kerja kalau you asyik mintak perhatian.

Jujur, thank you. Sebab itu tandanya, you masih sayang.

Happy 29th, El-Capitan.

2012-02-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

“It’s so hard to forgive people when they hurt us. It’s so hard to forgive stab-in-the-backs, lies, words that invisible- slap our faces. It’s all hard to forgive. More often than not, we have the strong urge to hurt these people, right at the core of where they’ve hurt us - our hearts. But I’ve come to realize that hurting them doesn’t make us better people, it doesn’t make us happier people. Why let anger take over our hearts? We know how hurt these people have made us feel and it’s precisely for this reason that we shouldn’t hurt them back. So let go of the anger in your hearts, let go, and open your hearts to forgive. For people who forgive are a whole lot better than people who threw the pain,”

Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.

2012-02-19T02:26:00.002+08:00

Dear Future Self,

You might be already dizzy with your past self aren't you? What a big dreamer she is!
Please make sure you already nailed a terrific job,the one that you love doing and also terrific number on your paycheck. Complete your studies,graduate, make your parents proud, be a good example for your little brother and sister and live well. Make sure you already made your passport and driving license. Keep your friendship strong with your besties. Attend their weddings, please, afford the wedding gifts,por favor. Always be better than before. Amend your soul, be a good woman.

Dear Future Self,
Be happy, be content.

Love,
Present Self.

The Lost ;

2012-02-18T10:54:00.000+08:00

What a horror way to wake up. Knowing everything was perfectly fine before we slept and wake up realizing someone is missing. Al-Fatihah.

Be strong dude, for Him had taken what's His.

That Little Thought,

2012-02-17T15:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together. We already knew that, I supposed.

So, why do we still hang on to something we better let off?
Why bother reminiscing the old memories if it surely giving you heart ache?
Why care checking on people who left you for someone else if you know you will end up crying in your showers?

Yet sometimes, things are easier said than to be done, ey?

Bloody bored,

2012-02-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Yep,I suffer boredom during semester break but come to think of it, I deserved this holiday.I was tormented by those bloody finals back then and not to mention... barely survived.

I don’t care, I deserved this holiday. Ha bloody ha!

Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why

2012-02-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

Well, hello there.

Since this month is my honeymoon month, so my one and only goal is ; to enjoy the holiday to the max!

Sekian.

p.s : No mood.

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

2012-02-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

Answering this with purse (and everything inside it) & cell phone would be too mainstream, hence I go with ;

Extra pins/brooch. Safety measurement for this hyper-active Didiey.
Hand-sanitizer. Hygiene-freak lah konon. Konon.
Pens.

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

2012-02-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

The usage of the word 'addicted' might be too much in my case, cause I think I had passed the addiction-stage but umm I love this series. Call me so-yester-year, I wouldn't mind, cause I had no chance on watching this uh-mayy-zing series before.

LEGEND...wait for it..DARY!

Ehmm.Barney Stinson, what's not to love.

Sunday, Sundae, Sun dance

2012-02-12T09:51:00.001+08:00

There's something about waking up on Sunday morning. Either you wake up to your mom's morning babble or to your siblings arguing or by something smells good from the stove. You feel belonged,belonged to whatever circumstances life has thrown you. What a nice,positive morning thoughts!

Come and rest your bones with me; driving slow on Sunday morning, and I never want to leave.
(Sunday Morning-Maroon 5)

Good morning, earthlings. Enjoy the sun, enjoy your Sunday.

Nine.

2012-02-11T02:16:00.005+08:00

How old are you?
Nine.
Good.
Along, nanti kalau Ecah Tingkatan 1, Along umur berapa?
Ecah 13, so Along 26.

2 freaking 6.

G-U-L-P!

Dear baby sis,

Just so you know, you'll always be my spoiled brat,my baby.

Life will be hard sometimes, but God is always fair. Never, ever question Him why this, why that? That is rude. That's not what father taught his precious.
Life is not always a bed of roses where everything is smooth sailing.

Sure, at some point, you'll be facing hardships, failures, broken hearts, head over heels idiot for some random guys you met at the mall, fangirl-ing trash bands cause you think they're cool, you will have your time for all that.
There will be times when you will feel so out of place and no one ever understands you but hey, I'm here.Talk to me.

Just keep this little note in your mind, know your line. Keep your boundaries clear.

I may not be entitled as your life-coach or something, but I'll be your best friend.Pinky promise.

Mother may not fit enough as she was last time she accompanying me jumping over KRU during their showcase, but I will be there for you.

Just promise me, you will be a good girl. As always.

I'm losing my words already here. Just, be safe and be good. Deal?
Sobs has taken it's place. Eh, don't you dare mocking me with this write later on.

Love you now, love you then, love you forever, love you always.

Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist ;

2012-02-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

All time favorite. Well, honestly, I'm tired with nowadays love songs,too much of F-words usage and all. What happen with I wanna hold your hand? People are seriously advancing. I know I sounded like an ancient.

p.s : Yep, I put up two. I'm repulsive liddat.

I am an insecure mess,

2012-02-10T13:20:00.004+08:00

I always wanted to be pretty, to be called beautiful, to know how being gorgeous feels like, etc. I always lingered on few sites, adoring every pretty faces I saw, cute girls with attitude and so forth. I’m happen to know few pretty people inside out (my gorgeous friends,if you ought to wonder). Good looks, good brain, good attitude. What more one can ever ask God for? Sometimes I nearly cross the point of envy looking all the girls that naturally and effortlessly beautiful the way they are. Astaghfirullah.

I labelled myself, average,mediocre. No more than that. I grew up knowing that I’m just another average Jane. Never number one. No other descriptive words or adjectives could exactly describe my appearance,my outer looks.

This is exactly the point where the insecurities came sticking out it’s tongue at me. Boo yeah! I wanted to be pretty for everyone, so everyone could be all easy to me. Be nice to me. Don’t come to me with ugly girl has spot in this cruel world too, I dare you. Frankly, I came across with “Honey,you’re cute,” thing few times but I hardly believe that. I took that for just-being-nice comment from stranger or your long-lost friend on facebook.

But then, I’m tired. Tired of trying. I quit. If I can’t accept my flaws, no one ever will. Sure, there are still days where I sit looking upon the reflection of myself in the mirror and wish I could look a little prettier, but yeah, I think I’m fine with all the thoughts.

Thanks for putting up with my insecure thoughts all these years,
and still.

Thanks for telling me I'm beautiful every day,unfailingly.

Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

2012-02-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

Blissfully thrown in a quite a cute love/hate relationship.

p.s :You're the one,I pray.

Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory

2012-02-08T14:25:00.001+08:00

Choosing one out of all the sweet memories I've been through is very depressing and not fair at all. Why must I pick one over all of them. But, here what I miss the most.

Memoirs of being 17,school,chaos,future-setter exams & people in here.

Dash-out!

2012-02-07T02:27:00.002+08:00

Homen, camping was outstandingly awesome yet, snoringly tire-some!

Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

2012-02-05T01:29:00.004+08:00

Lord knows how much do I love food. I adore food. If I can marry things rather than man,I would opt for food. No kid. So, let's do the list of lust.

Well,apart from homemade dish by mother,the list goes with ;
1) Since 16 favorite, Sizzling Pak Cik Muncung,Ipoh Parade.

2) McDonald's. Ahh..Heaven.

3) Say hello to my new addiction, Pecel Lele Padang Jawa.
Happen to don't have any pictures to paste, so, Google will be a great help.

Pecel lele/ayam,nasi puteh panas and begedil as addition with ektrojus anggur. Perghh, salivating. So tempting. Gulp!

Siddiq,Fatanah,Tabligh,Amanah

2012-02-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

Of something that must not be forgotten. First and ultimate leader.

Salam Maulidur-Rasul.

Diesel,

2012-02-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

A gift from My Waldorf. Fits me really well. Thanks, love.

Give & Take,

2012-02-03T14:11:00.002+08:00

Sementara masak nasi dan siapkan Echah nak pegi sekolah,aku bukak tv. Wanita Hari Ini, topik dia Asam Garam Rumahtangga : Isteri, teman serumah atau tanggungan. Dah 22 kot, haruslah aku pay sedikit attention walaupun masak pun tak pass lagi. Ustaz tu kata , " Jika isteri tidak ikhlas keluarkan duit dia (means, gaji hasil dia bekerja lah) ,duit itu dikira hutang. Dan hutang wajib dibayar,"

Dan kesimpulan topik tu adalah, Isteri adalah tanggungan suami. Secara total.

Ni pendapat aku sendiri lah, kata kunci dalam konteks ni adalah Give and Take. Contoh paling jelas ketara depan hidung aku, of course my parents themselves. Kau tahu Ayah aku belajar sampai Darjah 6 je weh. Ibu ada Accountancy Certificate, kalau zaman sekarang ni, Diploma in Accountacy lah kot gamaknya. Their marriage was arranged by the elders. Itu pun Arwah Atok setuju sebab Arwah Nenek (belah ayah) adalah kawan baik beliau and Ayah sendiri dah jadi askar waktu tu.

Ibu pernah cerita, she was a bank clerk on that time kat Kelana Jaya, berhenti kerja, kahwin and ikut ayah waktu tu based di JB.Kat JB Ibu kerja kat Merlin Tower, hotel lah kalau tak silap. In charge account lah of course. Ibu rajin and super-friendly (boleh tanya kawan-kawan aku untuk testimoni) -.- .So,she was appointed as the Head of Department.Tahun 1989, gaji 2k adalah teramat-amat-amat besar bagi sepasang suami isteri okay! Waktu tu ayah, cuma Lans Koperal, gaji bersih dalam 5ratus. You do the maths.

1991, Ayah kena posting Sandakan,Sabah. Aku belum setahun pun waktu tu, Ibu gave up her work,her position sebab dia berpegang 'Tempat seorang isteri di sisi suami,' .Kat Sabah 1991, bayangkan apa yang ada. Nearest bank, even kilang pun kena naik 2 bas. Plus, aku pun kecik lagi. Ibu tak kerja. But she finds it hard. Dia dah biasa pegang duit sendiri, dia jadi segan bila bedak habis pun nak mintak duit ayah. So she starts a business, jual kuih, jual nasi ayam tepi jalan. Ayah was very supportive (he still is) , habis time kerja, he'll help took care of me while Ibu berniaga.

1995, Ayah kena posting Kelantan pula. This time around, kat Kelantan memang ramai orang berniaga. Taknak lah kacau pot orang since baru pindah kan. Ibu try mintak kerja, tapi susah, with that certificate and dulu Ibu naik pun atas senioriti. She found an alternative. Direct selling. Ye,selagi boleh jadi agen, dia agen. Acon,Cosway,Giacomo,Menang Glassware,Nutrimetics. Yes, she's the woman.Setiap petang, sebelah tangan heret aku, sebelah lagi kelek bundle of catalogs pergi lah rumah siapa-siapa.

Bukan nak kata, Ayah tak mampu support kami but the thing is Ibu always finds an alternative to help him. Duit yang ciput ciput gaji Ibu lah kitorang buat makan mewah sikit. Ayah aku, cermat. Every month, dapat je gaji, he'll allocate for bayar bills dulu,savings dulu, lebih tu baru buat makan. Ibu dah faham sangat, anak-anak ni teringin nak itu, nak ini, so, she works for us. Cool kan?

Ayah pun, has been very supportive. Even now, as I'm speaking, Ibu is working while Ayah is at home. Taking care of some house chores, or sometimes he even cooks for us. Super awesome kan?

See, give and take. No one is dominant. Tak susah kan?

Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

2012-02-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Chocolate blog with pearls for me and bandung blog with pearls for Ecah.

Combustion,

2012-02-01T01:40:00.002+08:00

I keep on thinking.

Why I'm not good enough?

Why shits always wanna mess with me?

Why can't everything fall into it's place, even for once?

Why everything has to be a mess at the point I think life is perfect?

Why I am so accident-proned?

Why always me?

Why everyone can get a perfect little life but not me?

But then again, I learnt, I am the chosen one. I was chose by The Creator amongst millions to be Fadhilah Ramli. Fadhilah, a gift for my parents, for everyone I know. I shouldn't keep killing myself with all those destructive thoughts.

I still have a life, though. Alhamdulillah.

Day 8 – Your dream wedding.

2012-02-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

I love nuptials and everything revolves around that. Wedding dress, wedding decorations, hantarans, doorgifts, potpourri, feast & what amazes me the most,is for sure, the beauty of the bride. But as much as I love wedding thing, to be honest, I am not getting into that part just yet :)

For that huge day, I don't want anything too posh neither grandiose. A bit of everything will be just fine. What's the point of having a grand ceremony if me & the hubster (I was actually giggling as I type that word,hihi,move on) will be saving our arse out on paying the loans after. Not cool brah!

Moderate. That's the key.

For the solemnization, seriously, I want it to be happen at night.Cool breeze & calm night.Little bit of drizzle can be a perfect combo for the beautiful effect. Precisely after Isya' and My Father will be the one who'll 'menikahkan' le me and future hubster-whoever-he'll-be-please-be-handsome-and-super-good & little bro will be the wali, me thinks.

Anyone who happens to don't know that I'm part of Javanese & Banjarian, yes I am a combination of Banjar,Jawa & Melayu. Well blended . My Mother always dreaming of having my wedding in Javanese way, so, let's go her way. Since my way originally was to settle the solemnization and photography session with the bestfriends, ONLY. Not even feast,so my way is a no go.Mother's is.One day in Javanese outfit won't harm, I hope.Javanese cuisine for the feast. Bit of Javanese culture implemented (Mother will figure em' out).

Ignore the groom, look at the bride's outfit. Magnificent.

I'll give it a go, (hopefully).

So, that's the story of how my dream wedding will be under the supervision of le parents'.

But, I always want something cozy, effortless and chill. So, friends.

Let us conquer the beach.

Easy party by the beach or garden as in Plan B , special for my & hubster (still giggling) 's closest friends. Color code will be off white with red strikes, I'll be the one with the light gown, walking hand in hand with le hubster to every table,greets everyone with my bride's smile.

On the lighter notes,

Le Mother,Father,Siblings & Bestfriends will wear those huge name tag during the days.
Photo booth is a must!

p.s :May I be the happiest bride I know.

p.s ii :Super long entry and ambitious slash dreamy future bride I am.

I'm bored,so yeah.

Credit to Google.

Turn off.

2012-01-31T10:10:00.000+08:00

Laptop buat perangai tak comel.Setupid avast ngokngek,I hetchu for making my life miserable.Miserable sampai tidur tak lena,makan tak kenyang,mata asyik nak nangis,mulut nak membebel. So, 30 Days Tale akan postpone sampai diri tenang & aman damai.

Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

2012-01-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

Purr. I think I'm good with the kitties.

Page 28 of 366,

2012-01-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Kenduri kahwin Mak Uda,Trolak. Sedar diri dah sangat tua.Opah-opah & makcik-makcik sibuk tanya soalan cepu-tak berapa nak cemas.Senyum,jawab."Belajar tak habis lagi.Nasik pun tak tau masak lagi,". Pedulikan sengih sinis,teruskan senyum.Cuaca panas.Sangat.Letih badan sebab macam dehydrated.Alhamdulillah,dah lama teringin Cool Blog.Berhenti di RnR Tapah,chocolate blog with pearl.At last!

Nak upload gambar,tapi malas nak cari USB.Malas segalanya.

Man Utd tunduk pada Liverpool.

Sekian, selamat tidur.

Day 6 – A song to match your mood.

2012-01-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

“Every kiss is a cursive line, every touch is a redefining phrase”.

Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?

2012-01-26T22:46:00.001+08:00

I always think, that myself, is just another average Jane. The only thing I can do best is being a mediocre. I'm not always No. 1 but not the last too. Not the best neither the worst. I am an awesome mediocre, me thinks. Hehe.

So, here makes me different-not-so different from anyone else,

Even when I'm in the deepest sorrow, in front of my friends, I still can be the clown.
I can be blindly optimistic at times. I do believe in miracles & prayers.
When it comes to my loved ones, I can hardly say no.
I am one emotional lady. Often caught crying in rage (Loser)
Seriously, I think I have this multiple identity disorder.I can be the pugnacious Didiey at times or childish slash goofy Didiey at times. Depends.

Hi, I'm Didiey. Not so different Didiey :)

Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend. ,

2012-01-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

I just happen to have plenty of best friends & plenty of favorites. So, just bear.

Favorite classmates.

Favorite since 17 to infinity & beyond.

Favorite Bella Waldorf.

Blessed to have yous with me.

Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date ;

2012-01-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

Ermm, I like everything simple. Nothing posh, nothing romantic (it's first, mind ya) . Easy date,fast-food will do. Sight-seeing.Light chat.Live band will be a bonus. And you know what? Football. Nuff said. :)

p.s : You & Me. Bazaar Ramadhan. Red Umbrella.

Perfect first date.

Budak jahat 5 Teknikal 01 (2007) ,

2012-01-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

Dari kiri anda;

(1) Bekas Biro Perwakilan Pelajar/Pemegang pingat gangsa Inovasi Sains & Rekacipta Kejohanan Antara Teknik/Gitaris Kedua 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang.

(2) Murid comel/AJK Kebersihan/Rekod Esei B.Inggeris 2 tahun berturut-turut majalah sekolah/Penggemar Laksa & Nasi Lemak kantin/Sang Penangis 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang.

(3) Bekas Head Girl tanpa sijil / Bekas Ketua Kelas 5T1/Pendebat Emo/Vokalis utama 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang

(4) Bekas Pengawas Berbaju Kuning/Penyelaras air-cond 5T1/Tukang Gelak & Gelabah 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang.

(5)Bekas Pengawas Berbaju Kuning/Penyelaras air-cond 5T1/gitaris utama 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang.

Terima kasih Tuhan, bawak aku jumpa manusia-manusia awesome & tak berapa waras seperti di atas.
Friendship ni,memang aku bawak sampai mati. Takde sorang pun terkecuali!

Thanks.

aA+bB,

2012-01-23T10:51:00.001+08:00

Currently reading ;

Kisah Addin Shah & Benz Alif.

Si perempuan, shortnamenya Didi (ahem),orang Ipoh(ahem), Head Girl zaman sekolahnya (ahem), keras kepala & heartless (double ahem).

Aku masih membaca perjalanan kisah Si Doktor diamond headed & Engineer thrasher ni.Bahasanya sempoi, bawaannya bagus.Aku masih dalam mood doktor degil & emo. A good read so far.

p.s : Aku tahu hidup ni bukan novel, tapi aku harap kisah Didiey yang ini sesempurna kisah Didi dalam novel tu.

Tak dapat banyak, sipi-sipi pun jadilah.

Tak salah berharap. Tak salah berdoa. Amin.

p.s 2: Head girl memang suka buat jahat macam ni eh? Budak asrama Lebuh Cator mesti tau apa yang aku maksudkan (wink).

Day 2 — Your favorite movie,

2012-01-23T02:49:00.001+08:00

Dilemma. I watch too much movies and always had a crush with the character. Blame the hormones,I shall say. Asked El Capitan yesterday,what movie actually is my favorite. (yeah, I am indecisive like that,) Here's the answer, "Anything that involving a good looking vampires & Adam Sandler,".

Hmm,sounds convincing. So, I've decided to come out with this,

Grown Ups by Adam Sandler. The morale Sandler brought to us in every piece of movie he made. Friendship & Family comes first. All time, all place.

Real-tion-ship,

2012-01-22T03:03:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna zip my mouth (read as: fingers) from talking (read as: typing) about the religion issues and whatnot.

My point is,that boy over there, seriously knows how to treat his lady & make her feels incredibly special. So special till I bet thousands of girls are all weeping & awwing over this video as we speak.
Just look at all the right moves he made to his lady. All the gestures,the kisses,the touches.The video speaks itself. Kill me if he's just playing around with this lady cause they look like a helluva love birds!

I think, girls are all the same, we want to be someone special to our special someone. To be loved,to love back. To be appreciated, to appreciate back.

Aite?

Day 1 — Your favorite song ;

2012-01-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

Where Do I Begin by Andy Williams. Capable of replaying it over, over and over again for days. Yes, I can be so classical at times. Yes at times, no at times. :D

Reason 01 : I can feel the beat, I can feel the feels.

Of course, this masterpiece will be on top of my wedding playlist.

p.s : I still read Pride & Prejudice & Wuthering Heights. ;) Classic, no?

Sugar & Spice,

2012-01-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

Since I am in my holiday mood and I have nothing to do rather than monitoring baby sister & tickle her till she turns to be monster, I've been thinking to spice up my baby blog here. (Another) 30 Days Challenge it is, and let's pray I'll cross each and every one of em'.

Day 1 — Your favorite song
Day 2 — Your favorite movie
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 – A song to match your mood.
Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 8 – Your dream wedding.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory
Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – Who are you?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days.

Let's Hurrah!

Page 21 of 366,

2012-01-21T01:11:00.001+08:00

Cuti sem dah start, sampai rumah lepas Le King & Le Queen jemput. Bonet penuh, sesak dengan barang perempuan. Sampai Ulu Bernam, Ayah pam tayar sebab kesian dengan tayar. Sem depan, nak suruh Ayah sewa lori. (Fikir secara kritis).
Ugik (the name Ayah calls Echah) dah potong rambut & appointed as Pengawas Pusat Sumber. Pegi sekolah pakai baju kuning. Dulu Darjah 6, aku pengawas sekolah, pun pakai kuning. Main tukar-tukar kaler uniform agaknya.
Sampai rumah, aku panik. Bilik macam tongkang pecah,kapal karam, wilayah tinggalan tsunami,kesan ledakan bom nuklear. -.-"
Budak pandai, ahem, yang dapat 8A PMR tu dapat tawaran ke SBPI Gopeng. Le King & Le Queen is still weighing. Tapi 89% kemungkinan; setuju.
Nanti yang ada kat rumah, Ayah, Ibu & Ugik. Risau takde siapa nak tengokkan Ibu kalau Ibu sakit & takde siapa nak monitor Ugik belajar. Worrisome :(
Diary pencuti semester;

bangun Subuh,baca novel, tidur balik.
Bangun pagi,bukak tv,settle laundry,siapkan Ugik pergi sekolah (kalau tak cuti),bye bye Ugik naik bas,solat Zohor,tidur balik.
Bangun petang,kemas rumah nanti bonda pulang kerja hati sakit, mandi mandi solat Asar, sambut kepulangan bonda,solat,gosip,masak,makan.
Online.Twitter,facebook,blog,tumblr,tumblr,tumblr,tumblr.
Baca novel, tidur.
Sila ulang rutin.

seriously, I need to do some productive activities rather than self couching-potato self with books.

Declaration of Independence Episode; 1

2012-01-21T00:49:00.001+08:00

Dengan lafaz Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, saya ceraikan kamu, kamu, kamu, kamu dan kamu kamu semua Subjects Part 3 ;Degree in Science Survey & Geomatics dengan talak 3.

Jangan berani tunjuk muka sem hadapan hendaknya, Amin.

Do you?

2012-01-16T02:35:00.000+08:00

Still remember the day ? 

Happy 28th.

Brrrr-oga at last,

2012-01-15T02:54:00.001+08:00

Tutup buku sekejap. I'm pretty tired actually, otak biasalah, hantar false alarm kata dia dah letih. Eleh acah banyak lah awak. Padahal banyak lagi chapter belum revise kan? Okay, lepas up entry kita sambung belajar classification & multimedia visualisation okay?

Ad hoc plan ni actually jadi when we were to tensed dengan paper Statistics & Maths Partial. Habis je exams Maths Partial on the 11th,we're rocking. Bergerak at 2.30 am, yes people, a freaking 2.30 in the morning. Surprisingly, our drivers aka the guys safely entered the gates without even a single crabby glare or mischievous interview by the guards. Lucky we have you guyfriends!We're cruising adventurously in 6 cars! Fun!

Take a quick stop at Shell and then only we realized, we missed Orcs! Haha! Super funny, one of us drove super fast to get to him and fetch him in no time.

Reached Broga at almost 5, and we have to hike quick as we don't wanna miss sunrise. Apalah ertinya Broga tanpa sunrise kan? In the dark, with only lampu suluh hanfon cikai saya, ye, saya cheapskate, orang dah suruh beli torchlight tapi saya degil. I am cool liddat, I hiked Broga with my very own feet & very own handphone torchlight! *smug smile* . Alhamdulillah, the moon was so bright, it lights our way to the peak. No words can explain how I feel during the hike. I was on the hike, with the awesome peoples & Allah lights the way. Menacingly beautiful. Alhamdulillah :')

Reached the first station exactly at 5.40.

We made it!5.40 am,12012012

SubhanAllah! We made it! Serius sejuk kat atas tu, and I was sitting on one of the big rocks and started to be all emoish. Teehihihi. Normal lah kan? kan?
We even performed our Subuh at the peak. It feels magically awesome, in some sort of beautiful way. :')

Next, was,when the sun comes out, ehmm, you know better, the picture moments ;

I always love group pictures :)

This hike actually, made me realize a lots of things. Like how concern we become when we left our friends behind,how we keep looking back checking whether they're okay or not. Like how I make fun of myself cheering for my friends, prompting them to stay strong and reached for me (who obviously on the top.HAHA!) Babes & guys, I am blessed to have yous, and to have this hike. Awesome! :D

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb.

-Miley Cyrus ,The Climb.

Cringed,

2012-01-13T14:55:00.003+08:00

Paper last. Cartography,Rabu depan. Serius, aku tak tau nak baca apa. Memang blur sangat, dahlah dua dua test haritu memang confirm ke longkang. Dahlah subject core! Alangkan Maths & Stats yang 2 credit hour tu aku sampai tak tidur malam study (tapi tido siang, hue hue hue) ini kan pulak subjek core.

I wouldn't know Bachelor Degree will be this tough. Kadang-kadang dah rasa habis daya. Kalau aku cakap diploma dulu susah, rasa nak menangis harung hari hari perit, now, degree. Aku memang menangis secara series dah. Harung minggu submission & tests yang berderet-deret macam keretapi lokomotif langgar otak aku. Jitu, padu, terus.

22 tahun. Woww, tuanya rasa. Jujur, aku sendiri cringed bila aku tulis/cakap AGE ; 22. Macam ada button fast-forward yang aku tersalah tekan and I end up here as 22. Aku tengok keliling, tengok budak budak sengal, perempuan perempuan kesayangan aku. Hell no! This is not what 22 supposed to be. Back when I still have the teen behind the figures, aku selalu fikir, bila aku dah jejak 22-23, this Didiey will be one fine lady who knows whats best for her life. Nyata, aku salah secara total. Proven.

Hidup ni kelakar, tak pernah sama macam apa yang aku expect to see. Well, that's life though.
Banyak benda yang aku nak, dan aku rasa takkan tercapai dalam masa yang terdekat ni. I'm fine with it. Dalam usia ni aku kena belajar redha & pasrah bukan sekadar di bibir & status. You know what I mean kan? That's the least I can favor myself.

"Kalau kau berani bermimpi, kau juga harus berani kejar.

Kalau kau tak berani nak bangkit semula lepas kau jatuh,

kau tak layak genggam mimpi."

Thousand Years,

2012-01-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

To be married to a nice man, who loves me & everything I am.

To have a blissful wedding-day and wonderful marriage life.

A girl is full of wishes & dreams. You bet.

Rough patches,

2012-01-02T19:01:00.003+08:00

This is just another rough patches, we'll sail through.

I promise, I'm sorry.

Everyone who happen to know him, I already forgave him. Long time ago.

For every mistakes he'd done,for every wrong he'd committed.

The starting over will be the hardest, you know that.

We're forbid to do that, but, we'll pull through. We will, mark my words.

I'll stay strong, that's my word.

But who am I kidding, I'm just a girl.Often defeated by my very own emotion.

In case I lose my head, keep me close.Whisper me "You're wrong,love"

I'll get back to you. No matter how high my angst is on that moment.

21 st Birthday (2011) Of amongst the zillion sweet things he'd done.

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.

(The Scientist - Coldplay)

So yesteryear ,

2012-01-02T01:42:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps, where were you last nite? Party hard huh ? Yeah, so do us. Hehe acah je! Mana ada party hard, semalam kitorang pergi tengok bunga api jalan kaki je. iCity je pun,pakai selipar stock toilet yang besar gabak je pun. NO GUYS! Sengaja merahkan yang tu, kot kot lah Le Queen & Le King baca kan.I told you,I'm a good girl, I love you Ibu & Ayah! (Tetibe sangat)

Sebenarnya, cerita start dengan perjalanan duet 2 sahabat yang kebulur.Thank you so much lah makcik dining,aku kebulur kau taknak masak kan. Dengan amarah, Muni & saya menapak ke pusat komersial,memang niat nak makan je, sambil tengok bola. Man United kalah , ye, tahu. Kalau dah habis boo, boleh sambung baca.Okay?

Tetiba, minah hantu durian (bukan nama sebenar) call ajak pegi iCity tonton bunga api. Random sangat eh? Tetiba je. Lalu, bermulalah ekspedisi selipar toilet besar gabak dan rakan rakan. Subhanallah,manusia ramai sampai tak mampu nak elaborate, mujurlah pegawai ROTU (bukan nama sebenar jugak) sanggup mengepalai sahabat-sahabat menentang arus. Bila aku cakap menentang arus,serius aku tak tipu.Dia bantai harung naik tangga yang semua manusia tengah turun secara berpusu-pusu.Memang aku istighfar panjang-panjang sambil dengar tohmahan orang.HAHA! Ayat gila drama.

Detik countdown 2012 dimukadimahkan dengan acara,


Pegawai ROTU,merangkap hantu durian bersama gadis peneman (iCity,2011)	.

Bayar RM11,kau makan sampai muntah. Nyata, taktik penganjur nak mengambil untung sebab bajet dua gadis yang konon sopan ni takkan makan banyak, GAGAL SECARA BESAR ! Aku dengar lebih dari 10 biji D24 selamat. Sadaqallah-ul-a'zim.

Countdown bermula, dan detik 2012 aku mulakan dengan Alhamdulillah,

Kesayangan dunia akhirat insyaAllah,bunga api (2012).

Alhamdulillah, 2012,dan aku dikelilingi manusia-manusia awesome yang tak pernah tinggalkan aku.

Apokalips,iCity (2012).

iCity,(2012).

Oyya.

Ada manusia yang bangga bersalam dengan TPM,tapi lepas tu,kepoh tanya balik,

"Wey, siapa yang aku salam tadi??,"

Haih, tepuk dahi secara beramai-ramai!

2012, with my awesome people.A very awe-loving-some starter for me.

May Allah will always bless us.

Love yous.

Of welcoming the 2012,

2011-12-31T09:00:00.003+08:00

On this very last day of 2011,lemme tell you straight, I miss writing. I mean, truly writes. I used to update everything I had in mind in this piece of emo slash personal blog.Of me yapping all around,complaint how shitty my day went,or shouting all around telling you how blast my day went.

So, I must start to write again and I hope, I'm fully determined this time.Fingers crossed.

2011,Allah had tested me with enormous tests and come to think of it, seriously, me myself never thought I will survive and walked through the trials successfully. But who am I kidding? Alhamdulillah,for Him had lent His strength to this poor slave. I am still, can smile and enjoy my day joyously up until now.

2011 had tested the bond I had with peoples too. For those people who stand still behind me,supporting me and the weight of guilt that I've carried all around on those days,a simple thank you could never be enough to show my gratitude over all the acts & words.You made me weeping over how lucky I am to have yous by my side. I owe you big time.I will be there whenever you need me,because that is what love are for.Never regret having yous in my life and never will.

2011 had marked some achievement of me. Both academically & mentally. Hey,I'm reaching 22 guys,I trust myself that I'm old enough to make my own decision and to learn my lesson. On my way of chasing what I think I want, a Bachelor Degree and a good life. May all is well, InsyaAllah :)

Sunway Pyramid,last night of 2010.Le bestfriend.

Dear 2011,you'll be dearly missed.Lesson learned. I promise, I'll be tougher and tougher. Thank you for being a bittersweet year.

Dear 2012,I'm looking forward to you. Surprise me (in a good way I must say) hehe.

Tigers.Roar the war.

2011-11-27T15:29:00.003+08:00

Her soul may be occupied by the Red Devils but she breathes and bleeds Tigers.

#HarimauMalayaSelamanya. May the force be with you Harimaus!

Silver pieces.

2011-11-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

Imagine.Something that had been an important part of you for almost 3 years broke to pieces,crashed in front your very eyes,ran by violent,full of rage wheels times by times and all you can do was grieving in semi-blind view over the shattered pieces by the side of the road.

Rest in peace, chromed-frame spec. You'll always be remembered. Well, I'm back to thick,nerd look for now.

#auto-published

Ibu & Album Merah Jambu.

2011-11-11T02:10:00.001+08:00

Sejak balik dari graduasi hari tu,Ibu tak sudah-sudah suruh aku on camera nak tengok balik gambar-gambar. Dia suruh aku cuci gambar. Aku, biasalah.Malas. 1001 alasan aku cipta,gali & cari nak selindung sebab malas, taknak cuci.

And once again, aku balik untuk AidilAdha.Dia tanya lagi.

Aku pilih gambar terbaik hari graduasi.Lebih kurang 20 keping je pun.Cuci,hulur pada dia.

Lepastu aku dah tak nampak mana gambar-gambar tu semua pergi.Tadi,dia mintak maaf pada aku,katanya gambar dah comot sedikit.Dipegang-pegang orang.Aku kerut kening.
Rupa-rupa,dia usung simpan dalam beg kerja dia.Dia tatap tiap hari.

Dia belikan satu album merah jambu.Supaya tak berulang kotor.

Aku cari album merah jambu tu malam ni.Ketemu.Kali ini betul betul di sebelah bantal dia.Serius!Rasa nak menangis.

The best is yet to come Ibu, have faith.

Against me,

2011-11-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

To be honest, aku tak peduli sangat even the whole world is up against me.

Sebab dia dah janji, apa berlaku pun,dia tetap di pihak aku.

Come to think of it,

2011-11-01T22:12:00.001+08:00

"Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (al-Baqarah: 216)

"Jika Allah menimpakan sesuatu kemudharatan kepadamu, maka tidak ada yang dapat menghilangkannya kecuali Dia. Dan jika Allah menghendaki kebaikan bagi kamu, maka tak ada yang dapat menolak karunia-Nya. Dia memberikan kebaikan itu kepada siapa yang dikehendaki-Nya di antara hamba-hamba-Nya dan Dialah Yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." (Yunus: 107)

Smile .Thou He's testing you. Lucky you.

Roxxa Bro.

2011-10-31T00:57:00.004+08:00

Selamat ulang tahun Kekanda.

From 2006 and counting.

Myspace sangattt youolss -.-"

p/s : It is Kekanda in terms of Big Brother.Don't get me wrong yah :)

Yet,it's still a celebration.

2011-10-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

Just a simple meal, nothing was posh that night.

Just a simple 28 Octobre.

You even paid for your meal & cakes. Sorry sweetheart.

But yet, it's still a celebration.

Again, happy 21.

NMWZ turns 21,

2011-10-28T16:13:00.001+08:00

I love you Spongebob!

Even the world is all against us, we will laugh till we snort the pigs out.

And act like a couple of retarded seal,clapping madly sambil menganga-nganga gelak tak dengar bunyi.

I promise you that.

Loves, Pat-DD-rick ♥

2011-10-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

Maybe it did take crisis to get to know yourself,maybe you need to get whacked hard by life before you understood what you wanted out of it -Jodi Picoult

Re-set,

2011-10-27T00:19:00.003+08:00

The starting over. Congratulation The Power of 6. Has been 4 years & we're still counting.

Love you to bits!

Virtul-checked,

2011-04-27T15:27:00.001+08:00

Sometimes reality can be very sickening. Virtually, people may look nice and decent and sweet and friendly and all that to you but the mask goes off when they get to know you personally or shall I say, in reality. Some people can be a very good friend in cyber world. But please, never ever trust your cyber friends for everythiung (including me) . You will never know what are the motives behind those 'Can we be friends ? 's lines. So, be careful people. I've walked in the shoes once and terrible terrible terrible things had happened to me, not so long ago.

So people, be careful of what you spill .

Thank the you,

2011-04-26T15:25:00.001+08:00

And I don't get it why people can't utter those "Thank You" words. Too hard is it ? As far as I concerned, saying Thank You never hurt or costs you anything.

And I wonder, do you thank your God or you just took everything He gave and turn away,pompously?Like you used to do to people,usually.

Shame on you.

Viva,

2011-04-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

Fadhilah Ramli.

Mangrove Change Detection and Mapping in Penang

Monday/18042011/11.45 a.m

Pn Masayu / Cik Normaizah.

May all is well,Ya Allah.

I am officially nervous.

Judg-MENTAL,

2011-03-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, jauhilah kebanyakan dari prasangka, sesungguhnya sebagaian dari prasangka itu adalah dosa dan janganlah kalian mencari-cari kesalahan orang lain dan janganlah sebagaian kalian memusnahkan sebagaian yang lain. (Al-Hujarat ;12)

2009-10-12T16:15:00.004+08:00

_{Saturday adalah sangat amazing kerana; its Geomass Family Day!}

_{*Geomass is the persatuan of my Geomatic Science faculty which I belong to ;)}

_{So..part 3 kene pakai baju merah. Tanpa banyak kira,Manchester United yang merah jadi pilihan hati. Ngeh ngeh ngeh. Then budak- budak masukkan nama dalam team Futsal. Oh men! lame gile kot dah tak main futsal.Ahh,bantai sajalah labu. Main. And WON * sile bace dalam nada bangga diri secara terkembang hidung yang melampau*}

_{Tee hee. The victory do matters but the thing is we had fun. Kitorang masuk sukaneka all the tepung-tepung, ikat kaki ber-3 sampai kaki lebam lebam. we all masuk tarik tali sampai diriku terbang terbang direntap budak Part 1 yang XXL majority nya. It was awesome! (walau sakit).}

_{The futsal’s part is the best we just played playingfully. Haish! Sampai Dean pun complained; main ganas sangat. Habis nak buat macam mana? Saya pantang kalah! I didn’t played my part as I always to play. Selalunye striker but this time as saya tak biasa main dlm court kecik and goal pun sangat rendah, I offered to be at the mid field. Tapi.... kadang kadang lupa daratan jugak! Dahla main macam budak darjah 3 main bola waktu rehat. Sume mengejar bola sampai goalie pun boleh lupa dea keeper. Haih! mane lah tak enjoy.}

_{Balik balik sume saket badan sengal sengal melampau. Bahana stretching yang sangat main-main sebelum main futsal. Jadinya, kalau nampak 3 gadis jalan terkengkang-kengkang ,sila palingkan muka sebelum gelak.}

_{Entry disudahkan secara mendadak sebab nak sapu minyak panas. Ouch.}

Blossom Eid,

2009-09-19T16:08:00.000+08:00

Tengok orang lain sibuk buat preparation raya segala.Rasa macam nak menangis.Jiran-jiran sibuk pasang langsir baru, sibuk servis kereta vroom vroom depan rumah,prepare nak balik kampung.Lagu raya berkumandang sana sini.Sampai dah tak sanggup nak bukak radio kecuali nak berbuka then tutup balik lepas habis azan.Semua kecoh beli barang dapur,buat kuih raya,masak serunding,masak rendang.

Raya tahun ni,macam nothing.
Ibu sakit.Tak larat nak buat apa-apa.
Actually Thursday,dah sampai Ipoh at 3.30 pm,ayah fetch kat Medan Gopeng lepastu straight to General Hospital. Ibu kat Wad Pemerhatian due to her illness.Masih muntah tak henti-henti. :(
Pukul 12 tengah malam macam tu,baru doctor bagi balik lepas tengok Ibu macam dah stabil sikit.
Ya Allah,penatnya...
Dari Arau then tunggu kat hospital,tengah malam baru jumpa rumah. Nak makan pun tak larat.
Sampai sekarang, Ibu masih muntah-muntah.Dah tak tahu nak bagi dia makan ape. Everything in comes out.

Kuih raya takde satu pun.Baju raya pun takde.
May be I'll try bake something for this raya.That's all I can do.
Kesian kat adik-adik.What do they know?
Budak-budak.Biasalah.Nak kuih raya,nak lemang raya,nak kuih raya.
Lagi-lagi my lil sis,Echah .She's 6.
She knows nothing bout' her family matters.
Luckily she have her baju raya.Kaler 'susu'.She says.

Dear Almighty,give me strength to encounter all this.

Ayah pun dah takde soul nak raya.Perhaps kitorang tak balik kampung.Ibu sakit macam ni,how come nak travel?Even from Ipoh to Teluk Intan only takes 2 hours or less.Even kitorang going back pun,ibu tak sihat nak beraya macam mana.

So plan for this raya.Pergi semayang raya kat Surau taman.Balik.Tengok tv sampai takde siaran.
Tunggu kawankawan balik Ipoh from their hometown,invade kuih raya mereka.Pow sorang sikit.Saya plan raya nie nak bawak tupperware boleh tapau kuih raya mereka taruk kat rumah.

Maybe.

Not so secret afterall,

2009-09-13T15:43:00.001+08:00

Oh, secret admirer
When you're around the autumn feels like summer
How come you're always messing up the weather?
Just like you do to me..

My Silly admirer
How come you never send me bouquet of flowers?
It's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
If you keep knocking at my door

Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you're always bouncing
Oh you look so annoying.

Dear handsome admirer
I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say: "Hello"

And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.

My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why you seem try to ignore me
'Cause I do miss you so

My silly admirer ('cause I do miss you so..)
My handsome admirer ('cause I do miss you so..)
Dear secret admirer
'Cause I do miss you so.

p/s : 3 sem tu laaame tahu! Saya bukan artis nak ade admirer (-_-")

"Rasa macam dating dengan David Beckham!"

"Rasa macam David Beckham score penalty!"

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Jersi Calsberg?
TAK MUNGKIN!NEVER!NO!NO!

Even awak terror main macam Torres pun saya takkan tukar!
Once a devil,forever a devil.

Salam sahur,

2009-09-06T06:13:00.002+08:00

0609 hours;

saya sudah habis sahur (memanglah dah habis,dah masuk waktu Subuh pon ) Hehe..Hari ini saya makan Delicia Choco Raisin bersama Milo (supaya membeso bagai johan! rujuk komik Loveville lukisan Aie;Gempakstarz)

Pagi nanti at 9,Test 2nd for Engineering Math *sigh*
Kenapalah aku ni teruk sangat Maths, tapi ada hati nak jadi engineer. Phuii!

Semoga saya diberi kekuatan untuk mengingat formula non-homogenous and homogenous solution,dot vector quantities,properties of determinant,and to solve the eigenvalues and eigenvector yang menggedik beno nak buat.Satu-satu step nak kene betul.Huh! mengade! Macam perempuan tua tak kahwin lagi lepastu nampak gadis mulalah nak buli suruh buat macam-macam.

Apakah???!!
Ahh! Proceed.

p/s : Doakan saya boleh buat :)
Terima kasih ye awak,ajar saya 'Hikmat Lingkaran Ular' selesaikan Row Echelon Form yang menkonpiuskan saya sekian lamanyaaa :)

And Good Luck!Hope awak dapat fullmark lagi untuk paper ni and boleh lah saya framekan lagi kertas awak tu buat bahan bukti :)

:(

2009-09-02T20:30:00.001+08:00

Baru sampai hostel. Dari JB semalam depart bus at 10 p.m,(bawak adik-adik Echah and Angah balik Ipoh) sampai Ipoh Subuh at 6 am and naik bus from Ipoh pulak at 3pm. Sampai Kangar 7.30.

You know what? I tak jumpe katil dah 3 hari tahu.Bayangkan lah,dari Perlis naik bus Friday at 4pm then sampai JB 6 am the following day.14 jam dalam bas.Then terus pergi Hospital Sultan Ismail to take care of my mum.

Sepanjang 3 hari jaga ibu kat hospital,tak balik rumah makcik-makcik pun. Tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan ibu sorang-sorang kat katil hospital. Dapat lah lelap-lelap sikit kat kerusi sebelah katil dia tu.

But,yesterday my mum insisted jugak suruh kami adik-beradik balik.Ibu risau adik-adik tak pergi sekolah and me myself skip class banyak hari. at first,memang tak sanggup, even Ibu ada 3 adik-adik around JB yang boleh jaga dia.Tapi tak sama kan,plus,diorang pun ada family sendiri and masing-masing ada kerja.I thing by taking care of my mum kat hospital will burden them.But Ibu mati-mati suruh kitorang balik. :(

Ibu belum discharge lagi from hospital.I hope she’ll be okay.

Mujur lah aku kuat lagi nak harung semua ni.Alhamdulillah,praise to Allah he gave me strength to take care of my mum and my adik-adik.

Susah hati sangat,adik-adik kat Ipoh dengan ayah. Entahlah diorang berbuka and bersahur makan apa. Ibu pulak tak stabil lagi kat hospital JB tu.This Sunday, ade test for subject Engineering Maths.

Semoga Allah bantu Hamba-Nya yang tak berdaya ni. Amin.

Currently,

2009-08-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

at Hospital Sultan Ismail,Johor Bahru.

Ibu jatuh sakit,Hypoglucose.

Mohon doakan kesihatan ibu saya.

you, thanks for the ticket.

Ramadhan,

2009-08-23T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hari pertama puasa diharungi dengan begitu dingin sekali.Perghh hujan tak henti-henti serta unstoppable kat Arau Darul Hujan nama timangannya sekarang. Bazaar Ramadhan yang sangat sesak dengan students yang maha ramai,basah lencun.Hadoii! Serupa macam tak bawak payung.Walhal sikit punya gabak payung aku bawak.

2nd day puasa juga sedemikian,hujan sepanjang hari sampai terasa macam tak mampu nak bangun tido.Ehh!
Nak mandi pun seram takut keluar bathroom terus beku secara keras.Haha.Ok tipu!Sangat malas nak buat apa-apa kerja and rasa nak terbaring di pembaringan bersama comforter tebal sambil texting dengan yang tersayang. Awww! Phuii!

Ramadhan macam nie sangat touching pada first-timer yang berjauhan dengan keluarga.For me,the feeling tetap ade,tapi dah lessen lah sikit.Dari Form 1 duduk hostel dah biasa sahur and berbuka dengan kawan-kawan.Tapi tak tahulah kalu dapat berpuasa kat obersea plak satu hari nanti.Hehe.Mesti lagi touching ditambah di musim dingin bersalju. Mak aii..berangan kau Milahh!

Occay, sempena Ramadhan Al-Mubarak ni saya gunakan kesempatan ini nak ucapkan selamat menyambut Ramadhan pada semua kawan-kawan.Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bererti dari yang sebelumnya.Insya Allah.
Sambutlah Ramadhan,tetamu agung yang mulia ini dengan penuh keimanan dan tawakal.InsyaAllah kita akan dapat maghfirah nye. :)

Ikhlas,

Ustazah Fadhilah. Eceycey!

Sudah,semua boleh bersurai. Pergi tolong mak siapkan meja. Dah nak berbuka ni!

Tak Cukup Tempat,

2009-07-10T15:01:00.001+08:00

the first week goes happily,
*ouh..mestilah happy,lecturer busy dengan segala benda.Lecture syllibus ade yang tak print lagi.So semua kelas boleh balik awal.Ouh suke! *lompat bintang sekarang!*

Masalah utama bile UiTM dah ramai sangat student : DAH TADE TEMPAT NAK MAKAN.
Sumpah tak suka gila bila tempat makan semua dah sesak satu macam dan semua orang seakan-akan dah curik ruang udara untuk saya bernafas.Seriously ini bukan metafora atau hiperbola.Saya dah susah nak bernafas sejak balik UiTM.(-_-")

Bile Achong ajak keluar teman dia makan pun saya kene fikir ribu-ribu kali sebab keadaan sangat sesak dimana semua tempat akan penuh dengan orang dan pak guard (???) wtf! Oh menn!! I hate this part okay! Sangat!

Oyya.
Hey,saya dah tukar speck baru.
:)
*blingbling*

Dah lame jugak saya tukar tapi saya tak bagitahu korang.Ahaha..Kasi rahasie sikit :)
Not very different from the old one.But this one agak formal looks sikit and boleh la dibawak pakai bersama kebaye nyonya.
Ahh! Macam lah kau ada kebaya nyonya pun Didiey!

Okkay, semua boleh bersurai. Nak sambung fikir nak lunch di mana. Bye.

Panic Picnic-kers.

2009-06-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

Venue : Lubuk Timah
The gang : Dd,Sofie,Aqmal,Rosa,Achong & Nayem

Early morning,we took off to The Store beli barang dapur and Pedigree untuk Nayem (HAHA! Acah je)
Tuna sardines bread butterscotch yada yada yada.
The adventurous journey starts when nak masuk lubuk tu,motor motor dah jadi macam scrambler dah.Gila bumpy road lah.Dengan tanah merah dia semua complete.Selepas mendapati (hamboih tatabahasa out) tempat yang sesuai lalu apalagi, terjun gaya bebas.

Abaikan muka yang macam memerang sungai pakai spek old skool tu. Baru belajar berenang, sila faham.

Tapi cerita hari ini bukan habis dengan kemas barang lalu pulang.Sebelum pulang,kami karaoke (lagi!).Tapi tak dapat nak sertakan gambar sebab memerang pakai spek old skool bantai tido dalam bilik karaoke berbantalkan lengan keding si bestfriend.

Entry dihabiskan dengan lambaian budak yang hampir nak demam. Cik Sofie yang dah demam, sila makan ubat.I love you.

Outings! ,

2009-06-04T01:16:00.000+08:00

Si gadis itu, Sofie.Probably, seatmate yang paling hebat yang pernah saya ada.

Ini Rossa & Aqmal.Probably,best gay/guy friends yang paling hebat yang saya pernah ada.

Ini Sofie.Eh dah rasa macam nak buat unsur repitasi dalam blog ni.KENOT! Cikgu Darimi marah. Lalu, mari bertukaaaaarrr!

Ini Sizzling Pakcik Muncung masak.Probably,the best sizzling yee mee I ever met.

Hari ini, kami happy.We dine together,watch Alvin & the Chipmunks & men-sumbang-kan suara dan seperti selalu-selalu, gosip bagaikan wartawan rakus.

Mari highlight perkara hangat yang berlaku hari ini.

#Ada mamat datang lambat.End up we watched the movie without him.Padan muka!

#Sofie sengal campur coke dalam kuah sizzling -.-

#On the way nak pergi karaoke,ada adegan terbang menerbang di Dataran.

#Nayemm Arumugam telah buat keputusan drastik untuk menyanyi lagu lama lalu berjoget.

Entry ditutup dengan gambar Baby Afro yang comel.Let me present you, Little David Arumugammm NAYEEMMMM!

Sudah. Mari tidur dengan aman.

A day of wing-attacker ,

2009-02-08T00:47:00.001+08:00

Dan apabila menaip perkataan wing di atas sana, serius, aku dambakan honey-roasted wing Pasar Malam Kelebang Jaya secara tamak.PERGHH!!

Ouh, maaf. Pembukaan entry yang agak tak relevan di situ.HAHA! Mengapa kau selalu lari tajuk hah Dd? Tolong lah berfikir secara serius.

Proceed! Proceed!

And so, setelah sekian lama tidak bersukan secara serius (mind you,kuak bebas di atas katil memang sukan kegemaran aku,no one can beat me okay!), aku telah di-request oleh AJK Kolej Inai yang gemilang ini untuk participate in SUKOL.Ceh, ayat macam hebat je Dd.Riak ya kauu!

Kau nak tahu mengapa mereka begitu menginginkan kau? Kau ingat kau cukup hebat? Tu semua,kerana kolej sudah tidak cukup orang. Lalu kau dipanggil hanya nak cukupkan korum. Sudah, pergi menangis di ~~kubur~~ bawah bantal sana Kassim!

Ahh, korum tak korum!Janji aku participate. HIHIHI! Mari kita lihat pencapaian hari ini,

Game Pertama :

Menang secara jayanya. Bermain secara semangat, sebab first game at the morning.Stamina masih ada dan suara cheerleaders merangkap roomates & kawan roomate tersayang menyalurkan kuasa. Wahh, kau ingat cheers tu tak mampu menyalurkan kuasa? Kau cuba duduk di tengah court dan dengar teriakan mereka,nescaya kau mampu menjadi SUPER SAIYA!

Game Kedua :

Menang tipis. Beza 1 jaringan. Aku sudah mula capek secara gradual.KAHKAHKAH! Sungguh tak handsome.Suara cheerleaders masih bergema macam biasa.Aku buat-buat pekak.Insiden berlanggar dengan WD lawan yang saiznya dua kali ganda aku hampir buat aku trauma.Gila over kau Dd!mujur tak terpelanting.Dan YES!Thank you roomate sebab gelak sampai tersembur air dalam mulut melihat aku tersungkur begitu.PFFT!

Game Ketiga :

Episod kekalahan.Kalah tipis 1 jaringan.Setelah tersungkur tadi, minda aku cakap lutut aku dislocate.Tapi lutut aku rilek je. Tipu punya minda!Cheerleaders sudah menipis. Apa maksud kau dengan menipis? Kerana sebahagian mereka sudah hilang menyantap nasi lemak. Tak guna kamu orang.Tinggal geng berhempas pulas di gelanggang dibuli.

Game Ke-Empat :

Game petang, lepas lunch. HAHA! Aku letih, lepas tu makan, lepas tu minda aku suruh tidur.Tapi aku tak boleh tidur as the game start at 3 macam tu.Lalu aku longlai. Ni apahal kau asyik salahkan minda ni Dd?? HIHI. Kau tahu kami lawan siapa?

Kolej yang diwakili olek kakak-kakak sport-rec yang major mereka, NETBALL. Sila tepuk tangan kawan-kawan! Aku tak sampai hati nak cerita macam mana kami kena balun secara halus. Mengapa aku katakan halus? Kerana mereka bermain dengan cukup berseni sekali. Sampai aku menganga je tengok diorang passing bola, macam AKU TAK WUJUD!Bukan aku malu nak cerita berapa kami kena bantai.Tapi serius, aku tak ingat! Banyak sangat.

Oyya.
Petang tu,cheerleaders lenyap disapu angin.

Selesai cerita hari ini.Aku sakit belakang, aku sakit lutut. Nak mintak roomate urutkan.

BYE.

I can't hear you,

2009-01-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

Cuti sudah habis? YEAYY!
Finals tak lama lagi? YEAYY!
Balik naik train? YEAYY!
7 jam dalam train? YEAYY!

Cik Siti.roomate yang comel, sila urut saya setibanya saya di sana nanti. Sudah, entry dihabiskan secara mendadak sebab penulis perlu menangis di ribaan bonda. Bye.

18 already?

2008-12-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

Thanks everyone for coming. Nothing is better and super-saiyaer than the feeling of surrounded by the love ones on your birthday celebration. Family, friends & him.

You are the best in me. Xoxo.

p/s : Credit to Yuyunk's blog & her very helpful camera.

First and Foremost,

2008-12-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hey people, well yeah, this is the start. I am Didiey. Almost 18 and a student. As cliche as it's sounds.
Berterima kasihlah kepada my Blair Waldorf, kerana dia blog ini dicipta. I love you secara banyak bebeh.

From Arau to Keyell *flyingkissessecarapukal*

p/s : Welcome to my blog.